Rosacea suffers generally will not just have Rosacea as Rosacea is a result of the layering
that evolved Rosacea.
Past layering, avoidance and the not learning or knowing of how to Feel. If you type in the search engine 'Rosacea' or your latest condition. You will be bombarded with Click Bait Ads, and pages of information to treat your cause. Then you open your social media and LOOK clickbait and ads are every way. All trying to pull you into the latest trend or rabbit hole.
We are taught to avoid our feelings from a very young age and the interNET is a super way to keep you jammed in the mind.
Rosacea is a-lot deeper than a red face. The fear of what that means for some. The fear of feeling into the cause of the one wearing the face is the very FEAR that will stop them healing. People would much rather Goggle and become addicted to the hope of finding the cure than facing the fear that is stopping them from healing.
Past layering. I have named some below, they come from all of your life up until NOW.
Childhood
Parents
Conditioning
Child
Teen
Adult
Death
Love
Mother
Father
Siblings
Trauma
Abuse
Middle child
Grandparents
Friends
Emotions
Worth
Sleep
Headaches
Migraines
IBS
Crones
Constipation
Eating disorders
Alcohol
Drugs
Weed
Anxiety
Depression
Lack
Addiction
Relationship
Divorce
Heartbreak
Regret
WILL
Crushed Will
Sabotaged Will
Parental expectations
Are you carrying any of these layers?
This list was inclusive of mine.
Instead of asking yourself what you think" Begin asking yourself how you feel.
My layers was the proof I needed to understand why I was in the state I was in. Rosacea taught me how to reclaim myself. How to become truthful with myself. To desperately want to know myself after years of avoidance and disconnection. It did take me years to work this out after putting all my trust and hope in them and my obsession with searching.
I am in ore of how I feel. I am so invested in peeling back more of me. I know exactly what my past was. I know exactly how it made me feel. I knew how heavy it felt in my gut to carry until I was 32. I was a pro at blanking it out hence why a lot of the list above related to me.
You can heal you.
Rosacea wants you to FEEL.
You are the treasure you seek.
In a world that wants you weak.
"If you don't learn or know how to feel the mind will fuck with you forever." Jo Özden
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